Absolutely no reason why. The thought makes me want to take my shoes off and run barefoot through mud and grime, each toe sinking deeper and deeper into the abyss of annoyance . I hate him sometimes. I think he is immature, rude, unprofessional, and wildly on the outskirts of my imagined perfection. I swear he doesn't appreciate art, books, culture, or love. He's not Romeo (he may not even know who that Shakespeare guy is). He doesn't know Chopin or Mozart. He doesn't want to live outside the continental US. I even offered Sweden. Fashion? Come on skater shoes and brands like A&F. Really? Really? He makes fun of my style, makeup, and I think he even said, "you're not as skinny as you used to be". Oh he frustrates me, irks me, kills me.
But once again: the tug at the heart strings, and as much as I resist, the pull is breaking through.